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i came back from church today and i started to reflect on my behaviour.
i feel that i have let people down, especially God and myself.

as i see the blood trickle down, i feel remorseful
i shouldn't have done that
i really shouldn't
but what else can i do?
the blood flows out, and in it, lies my past mistakes and sadness.
but does it really work?

i am really sorry God.
You gave me this life, and i will live it well

and i let myself down.
i could have shown some determination in living my life to the fullest.
people around me told me not to, but i still succumbed to the temptation.
i threw the penknife away.
and i don't want to go back to my old ways.
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