thats a good thing.
its going to be about yesterday's heats.
so, it was at 3.30 for long jump
and 4.00 for sprints.
so yea, i changed into my spikes.
and then took my markings:)
mr pedro was in a good mood and let us refer to "THE BOOK"
10.8 and 20.3
i must remember that.
so yea, had 2 trial jumps
yea, so got into finals and had 4 more jumps.
so, vivian, cherise, magdalene and i jumped,
the only ones wearing spikes.
haiz.....vivian was talking crap.
according to her, it was due to the presence of sunlight.
-.- diao...
so the jumps went pretty well, surprisingly.
i havent jumped for ages.
so i went to the sprints and put on my number tag.
it was PINK with a number 6 on it.
what a NICE colour for a number tag.....not
so yea, it was the first heat.
and i had a super slow reaction manz....
but still, i came in FIRST.....
yay.
i am SO happy-.-
and i hope i get into finals....
earn points for my class.
i miss my primary school friends.....
life has been tough.
so much so that i had to resort to doing something.
firstly, i'm always a nervous wreck before exams.
secondly, someone is trying to stir trouble with me and somebody else.
this has caused many misunderstandings.
and i'm very disappointed in you.
and i'm very sorry for what i did.
i promised many people that i would stop already.
because it hurts physically and emotionally.
i'm lucky i finished the chinese paper today!!
with 15 minutes to spare.
thats a good thing
i think.
i've changed after steppinginto secondary school.
i've become emo.
and i was NEVER like that before.
i used to be the very happy kind.not anymore
but what happened?
i'm really disappointed in myself.
stress. can kill.
track.friends.examns.teachers. all piling up on me....
so much so that i had to resort to doing something.
firstly, i'm always a nervous wreck before exams.
secondly, someone is trying to stir trouble with me and somebody else.
this has caused many misunderstandings.
and i'm very disappointed in you.
and i'm very sorry for what i did.
i promised many people that i would stop already.
because it hurts physically and emotionally.
i'm lucky i finished the chinese paper today!!
with 15 minutes to spare.
thats a good thing
i think.
i've changed after steppinginto secondary school.
i've become emo.
and i was NEVER like that before.
i used to be the very happy kind.not anymore
but what happened?
i'm really disappointed in myself.
stress. can kill.
track.friends.examns.teachers. all piling up on me.
no turning back
no turning back
and i will follow
no turning back
no turning back
no turning back
and i will carry the cross...
i will go...
wherever you lead i will follow
so many things have occured in my life lately.
and i just want to say.
maybe i don't hate you
maybe i have never hated you
maybe i'm not ignoring you
maybe i miss you
maybe i just miss your voice
maybe i want us to be friends again
maybe we're drawing further and further apart
maybe i just need someone, anyone to talk to me
maybe i'm tired of all this
maybe i will just end it all, once and for all
it hurts me inside
i need someone, just anyone
you're killing me inside
congrats to all trackers who did well in the nationals.
especially those who won the race against themselves.
it hurts to watch others on the track, running their hearts out.
they got the opportunity
well, i'm happy for you.
really.
may you set another personal best.
it hurts...
...
no turning back
and i will follow
no turning back
no turning back
no turning back
and i will carry the cross...
i will go...
wherever you lead i will follow
so many things have occured in my life lately.
and i just want to say.
maybe i don't hate you
maybe i have never hated you
maybe i'm not ignoring you
maybe i miss you
maybe i just miss your voice
maybe i want us to be friends again
maybe we're drawing further and further apart
maybe i just need someone, anyone to talk to me
maybe i'm tired of all this
maybe i will just end it all, once and for all
it hurts me inside
i need someone, just anyone
you're killing me inside
congrats to all trackers who did well in the nationals.
especially those who won the race against themselves.
it hurts to watch others on the track, running their hearts out.
they got the opportunity
well, i'm happy for you.
really.
may you set another personal best.
it hurts...
i'm in the emo mood again.
why do you have to keep pissing me off?
if you're sorry, you should at least try to change.
i've seen an improvement, but do you think that its enough?
get real.
and, thanks a lot for making me feel horrible, like ....
but, this let me see through my friends.
now, i'm doubting some of your friendships.
you're drawing further and furtheraway from me.
and it hurts....
why do you have to keep pissing me off?
if you're sorry, you should at least try to change.
i've seen an improvement, but do you think that its enough?
get real.
and, thanks a lot for making me feel horrible, like ....
but, this let me see through my friends.
now, i'm doubting some of your friendships.
you're drawing further and furtheraway from me.
and it hurts.
my class<3
I feel very bored but i shall post as requested by shu yan<3
i shall post about my class..110<3
i love them all. well, some(haha)
i shall post about some of them
eleanor(meii): EVIL person. super flexible one.GYM.lols
lijia: retarded. she likes the skippy ball o.o violin person
isabel(jie): slacker. one of my sms buddies in class .very nice
valerie(jie): fellow tracker. lightning speed i tellu. she promised me not to be sad!!!!<3
melissa(jie): haha. SWORN SISTER. a very nice one:D <3 <3 <3 nice to talk to:D VERY nice
HUI XUAN(ME): the nicest of them all.:D KIDDING. <3
mandy(jie): overgrown giant. tall, tall and tall
sonia(jie): nice to talk to:D hahas
shu yan(jie): very nice to talk to about all kinds of stuff. super guaii too. angelic, blur and adorable. (SPEAKS LIKE A MACHINE GUN WHEN SHE PANICS)
well, i love my class<3 especially the ones listed up there:D they make my day.
thanks for being there.
ture friends are always there.
ps. i took along time to ponder and contemplate before i made the list of people above.
so, i am sorry if i didn't include you in the list.
but, you're still my friend though. i hope.
for some names, i wrote them down, but i cancelled them in the end....
i shall post about my class..110<3
i love them all. well, some(haha)
i shall post about some of them
eleanor(meii): EVIL person. super flexible one.GYM.lols
lijia: retarded. she likes the skippy ball o.o violin person
isabel(jie): slacker. one of my sms buddies in class .very nice
valerie(jie): fellow tracker. lightning speed i tellu. she promised me not to be sad!!!!<3
melissa(jie): haha. SWORN SISTER. a very nice one:D <3 <3 <3 nice to talk to:D VERY nice
HUI XUAN(ME): the nicest of them all.:D KIDDING. <3
mandy(jie): overgrown giant. tall, tall and tall
sonia(jie): nice to talk to:D hahas
shu yan(jie): very nice to talk to about all kinds of stuff. super guaii too. angelic, blur and adorable. (SPEAKS LIKE A MACHINE GUN WHEN SHE PANICS)
well, i love my class<3 especially the ones listed up there:D they make my day.
thanks for being there.
ture friends are always there.
ps. i took along time to ponder and contemplate before i made the list of people above.
so, i am sorry if i didn't include you in the list.
but, you're still my friend though. i hope.
for some names, i wrote them down, but i cancelled them in the end.
aww
F*** IT...
F*** IT
i am in class now.emo-ing. i guess.
its my lunch break now, so. yea.
oh yea! we got back the stupid science(physics) block test resukts today.
one word to describe it: horrible
isabel looks like a carrot and a crayon now.
oh. my science block test results were just terrible
31/40
i know. horibble right?
should i break the stupid sworn?
haha.
so anti-climax.
sighh......
its my lunch break now, so. yea.
oh yea! we got back the stupid science(physics) block test resukts today.
one word to describe it: horrible
isabel looks like a carrot and a crayon now.
oh. my science block test results were just terrible
31/40
i know. horibble right?
should i break the stupid sworn?
haha.
so anti-climax.
sighh...
I have been hurt. again.
like i haven't been through enough?!
and you think that you understand.
you've hurt me time and again with your words.
but i will put my trust and my life in the hands of GOD.
and i shall not be affected.
i didn't really care whether or not you dao me.
i'll just dao you back.
simple.
thanks a lot.
how in the world did ii ruin your friendships?
i begged her to forgive you.
but she said she needed time.
and you think i screwed it up.
now you think i don't treat you as a sworn, a sister.
after what you did, do you expect me to treat you as well as i used to?!
dream on.
and you say that i treat my other 'sisters' better than you.
as much as i try, i don't know if i can ever forgive you.
i'll try
but there are some others that are ALWAYS there for me.
thanks.really
love, hui xuan<3...
like i haven't been through enough?!
and you think that you understand.
you've hurt me time and again with your words.
but i will put my trust and my life in the hands of GOD.
and i shall not be affected.
i didn't really care whether or not you dao me.
i'll just dao you back.
simple.
thanks a lot.
how in the world did ii ruin your friendships?
i begged her to forgive you.
but she said she needed time.
and you think i screwed it up.
now you think i don't treat you as a sworn, a sister.
after what you did, do you expect me to treat you as well as i used to?!
dream on.
and you say that i treat my other 'sisters' better than you.
as much as i try, i don't know if i can ever forgive you.
i'll try
but there are some others that are ALWAYS there for me.
thanks.really
love, hui xuan<3
Hi guys. i love all of you people. muacks.
thanks for the love that you have shown me all this while.
Being there when i truly needed somebody.
i love you all.
thanks for all the support.
especially those few people.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
i've been feeling great stress lately.
friendship.
not that i am hated.
its just that, some have been treating me in a certain UNPLEASANT way.
i love you all though.
and i have training at 7.30 am tomorrow.
how nice-.-
i like my new skin thoughXD
through these 4 months, i have finally found out who my true friends are.
who i can really place my trust in.
you know who you are.
thanks...
thanks for the love that you have shown me all this while.
Being there when i truly needed somebody.
i love you all.
thanks for all the support.
especially those few people.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
i've been feeling great stress lately.
friendship.
not that i am hated.
its just that, some have been treating me in a certain UNPLEASANT way.
i love you all though.
and i have training at 7.30 am tomorrow.
how nice-.-
i like my new skin thoughXD
through these 4 months, i have finally found out who my true friends are.
who i can really place my trust in.
you know who you are.
thanks